Okay since a little time ago I met a friend of Anand since that time we talk really much. but also about a guy that called himself or his friends (I actually really laughed about that guys stories)S.K. His hobby's were to make music of rap and stuff, I actually got to listen a view songs of him. they were really really Great! a guy that from almost 18 made such MUSIC! but he told a lot of his life in his songs. He actually committed suicide just like Anand a view months ago. But he was so talented... just like Anand... and his songs the most things he told in the songs... was just like what Anand told me. Like he wasn't happy about his dad and stuff.. I think it's just the thing that people who are hurt will say... I don't know.

But I have a lot of nightmares or weird dreams... I get insane of it. But the weird thing is, everyone I tell about my dreams say.. Anand wants to say something to you. and just like a hour ago I had a dream of him that he was alive... he never was dead but only in prison and stuff.. the weird thing was that I saw him and believed that he was still alive.. and that I dreamed that he died... I asked myself ''Is he dead... when I wake up... Is this a dream?..''

I don't know.

Maybe you people have something.
copy and paste the last part cause deviantart made a smiley of it. and remove the space between the url.

http:// www. 123video.nl/playvideos.asp?EMB= Play&MovieID=594899

The song is great... I think you should listen to it. and not think about the boy is dead.